Good night…
Category: hunger
Covid-isolation in Paris
Jogging is not allowed during the day, run if you can before 10 am and after 7 pm. I just walk. I ran twice and stopped. The French say, j’ai la flegme. But those who run in the morning and in the evening, they also go shopping at the supermarkets between 10 and 7. There’s always lots of people in the streets. Always. The weather is awesome, so of course it is hard to stay inside.
At the beginning, I thought I would have permanent language lessons online, three to four students a week, but I was mistaken. Since almost three weeks, in order to make some savings to be capable to pay the rent at the beginning of May, I’ve been having my lunches at the church. The flat owner was so kind as to propose me to pay just the amount of subsidies I got from the government. Though, I would rather pay as much as I can.
I’ve got just one active student. The other five I hope will become active once again… sooner or later. With this single student, we have two hours of Russian 4 times a week (at the moment). The prices are really low right now. After the lesson, I go to the church, sometimes also buy something at the oriental shops (tahina, honey), and eat at home. Time goes by so fast… After 7 pm, I go for a walk.
There’s a Balkan family living by the shore of the channel Saint-Denis. The house they occupy was a sort of a service construction which served for some things related to industrial transportation via the channel. The family which counts about 20 people occupies the whole building (two floors). There are women, children, young and adult men. As I pass by so often, we greet each other, and still I’m a bit scared of them. Women wash their house and then pour water from the window on the passage where the passers-by and cyclists come and go, the water then flows into the channel. It doesn’t get worse, you can see many things there: huge dead fish, plastic bags full of garbage, plastic and glass bottles, and other shit floating here and there from one place to another and never disappears. One of the family members, a man with a huge belly and a traumatized eye, is fishing there all the time.
Paris streets became dirty. There are masks and gloves, and charity lunch plastic everywhere, I know its forms ’cause I eat from this plastic myself. I think a lot of the poor get their nutrition at the churches and other free food distribution spots.
I’ve got no news from my ancient Greece colleagues since more than three weeks. The lazy mathematician calls or sends me sms almost every day. I didn’t accept that he borrowed me 150 euros. It’s kind of him, but I would rather not to… No sex with the strangers.
And no house-cleaning any more after the lockdown.
Joyeuses Pâques !
I’ve found a place where one can get his or her packed lunch every day during quarantine. It’s the Paroisse Notre Dame des Foyers, 20 rue Tanger, 19e arrondissement de Paris, 1km from my home. I went there two days ago for the first time and received my lunch. It is for free. Today’s Easter, and I went there for the third time and got a bunch of tiny Easter chocolate rabbits! Very touching.
The volunteers organised it in a way that no one comes into contact with nobody. You don’t enter into the church. Just at the entry to the backyard, they put a table. A visitor comes up to the table where there’s a daily meals package waiting for him or her. There are about five volunteers. I think the older man is the priest. Everybody’s kind and polite. No crowds. I would say there’s no one coming for help, but I saw two people yesterday taking their lunches.
There are always a small bottle of water, two small bagettes, butter, confiture, compote, a cake, fruit and a salad, every day different. And today – lots of rabbits! Thank you!
Happy Easter

Tired
4 apartments per week to clean, it’s too much for me. I’m tired. It’s a hard physical work that should be paid double. Instead, the intellectual work has a priority to be paid five times more. I don’t have enough time and energy for me and my private needs such as doing nothing, dreaming, walking, being bored, writing… Right now I’ve come back home completely exhausted after 3 hours of cleaning and 2 hours in transport.
End of Studies
One week ago I defended my diploma. My studies are thus officially over. The defense procedure took place at Sorbonne, just in the middle of severe strike with heavy public transport disruptions. The procedure was hard, unfriendly, kind of a Kafkian process. The people engaged were rather from two different planets. One can merely imagine h o w d i f f i c u l t life and studies can be for an ultimate foreigner in Paris.
I still haven’t any job. I’ve got only 35 euros earned yesterday cleaning a house of an Azerbaïdjan family in Enghien-les-Bains, 15 minutes from Gare du Nord.
The good news is that my diploma is ready in several months and that I’ll be in a regular situation in a few days as I managed to visit Prefecture de Police these days. There’s also a chance to visit Kyiv and see my beloved.
Universe hears me
I woke up with thoughts like why my beloved should send me money en urgence if I can try to borrow some from someone I know here in Paris… Maybe Goran, he is OK, father of Adam and Evan, but he’s also in need. His mom comes this week to take care of the twins. I refused to be their babysitter a couple of weeks ago. The price and time were not OK for me… But we became almost friends… So I thought maybe I could try to lent about 150 euros from Goran to return in two weeks.
So I woke up with these thoughts to borrow 150 euros. And suddenly a guy calls me and says they’re looking for a housemaid, for today, it’s urgent, it’s in the quartier of one of my previous jobs, Mavrommatis Passy. And I said to myself, WOW. And told him, yes, I’ll come.
Now I’m back home after 5.5 hours cleaning. It’s a big appartment, I only made the kitchen. The guy that found me is a service technician, a French but with Thaï origins. His friends could not come for the cleaning right away, so he found me on leboncoin. When it was time for a dinner, he offered me two sandwiches, water, juice. I had prepared coffee at home in thermos, and offered it to him. But he likes it with sugar 🙂
5.5 hours would be paid 82.5 euros. I have also to come back this Tuesday to continue cleaning. So for two days’ work I am expecting to earn around those 150 euros I was thinking to lent…
Dream, think hard, and your thoughts will materialize.
Je repars à zéro
Voilà one week left until I defend my post-doc diploma. What have I got? No regular babysitting, no housecleaning at all, no other job, no ideas what to do next. Got enough money to pay the rent for the next month (670 euros), but nothing to buy food and monthly transport pass, nothing to celebrate the end of my studies just after the defense (to offer some drinks to my professors and to the friends who will be there).
A lonely Mister (I think he’s about his 70s) is trying to persuade me to not only clean his flat, but also to do massage. “I’ll pay you more. Nobody will know… But I’ll pay you more than for the cleaning… But we will know each other… I’ll pay you. I am single”. Oh my GOD, poor man! No, Sir, I wish you good luck in your (I think quite desperate) search. I’ve already tried once and run as quickly as possible. The man (Michel, comedy actor) who said on the phone he was 48, was in fact about 58. He wanted massage sensuel. You get naked so that it gets a bit sexy, you mass my whole body, you mass my penis, the aim is to excite me. 50 euros per hour.
NO I’m not going to do that! to mass your cock, are you crazy? – What’s the problem? You know, you imply moral judgment, you refuse an interesting sensual experience! – Yes, I do, I don’t need it. I was really lucky he was not a maniaс. So I run away veeeery quickly and he let me run. F…..ck!
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I’ve never thought it’s possible that all the small jobs one manages to find disappear almost simultaneously. Maybe a golden era is waiting for me and the gods deprive me of all the non-qualified jobs? Or are they trying to tell me, “Valeria, it’s better that you prepare your presentation, spend more time on it!” Thanks, gods, I appreciate. But could you please also show me the path where to move? Thank you, gods, in advance.
Last week, I had to prepare three copies of my work, for each member of the jury. My school did not reply if they refunded such kind of expenses. Luckily, my colleagues from the library printed two copies for free, so I had only to pay the cover. No need in the third copy: one of the members of the jury said she had already did it. These small gestures are so touching and so important when one keeps body and soul together. Thank you, friends.
Щедро
мені дуже подобається переглядати пропозиції в групі “Робота в Парижі. Робота у Франції. Допомога один одному.”
Допомога в грошовому еквіваленті офігєнна. Як в улюбленій казці, – сто годов – сто рублев, богатейкой станешь!
Ось супер-приклад (набір рабинь у Словаччину):
Потрібні жінки до 50 років на пекарню та на прибирання. Оплата 3-3,5 €. год. Житло безкоштовне. Працювати 12 год. По любим документах. Виїзд в середу 4.12. з Івано – Франківська ч/з Львів. Веземо на місце та поселяємо.
Best harvest ever

When the urban life does not provide you with food, then you go in the woods 40 kilometers from Paris and find four kilos of delicious mushrooms.

So I’ve got several extraordinary dinners:)
Food for the poor
In public transport and in the streets of Paris, there is an awful quantity of the homeless. Paris and France in general make an effort to help them providing these people with food, shower, etc.
Here are some addresses where the most poor can eat. No proof of their situation is asked.
Check this link for the list.